It been a while I haven updated my blog here. Just for the yadda yadda talk that neither pictures nor videos are needed to be uploaded, Ie been using my friendster blog instead. Hihi?sorry that I have betrayed u xanga?but to prove again my loyalty to you, Ie come back to write something in/on u?

Let me start with HK. Work seems to be going surprisingly fine as days passed. Though, social life in HK is pretty boring for a quite some time. Hanging out with the same people at the same spots everyday, just completes how life seems to be very mono-toned in HK. I need a new environment, where people enjoy day-time life more than night-time life.

I like to enjoy hanging out at a place that you won have to hear any car honking from every side of direction. A spot that takes place in a very quite, nice, peaceful park or something?(And I don want to hear Victoria park coming out of your thoughts!). Just any kind of place where you need to take out your fancy sunglasses without needing to see any of those stupid tall buildings would be very extremely nice.

And, I want to go back to school?SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: Wingdings; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-char-type: symbol; mso-symbol-font-family: Wingdings">L Work does not equal to fun at all. Wait?let me rephrase that sentence again. Working in a Bank does not equal to fun at all. It just good for experience, I think, and thankfully Ie experienced it. Otherwise I wouldn have changed my mind to work in a bank in the future. Now school is what I call equal to fun, happiness, free from the heavy-weighted responsibilities.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA....

YOU DIDN'T FOOL ANYONE!  BOYAAAATTCCCHHHH...

And..It all falls down..

Yes..I quoted the title from Kanye West's song...'It all falls down'. This is because I've recently thought of something that I never expected to come up to my mind again. I was expecting it to be totally out of my thoughts but it seems to be stuck in my mind...forever! the changes..oh my holy butt!! I had to sacrifice stuff that I didn't want to intentionally cause I thought I'd be alright. And I am just noticing it now that everything isn't alrite!

I wanted to act all normal like nothing is really going on but I can't fight the fact that there is something happening. Something that hurts me so bad til i can't stop thinking about it. If i wanna burst it out to someone..even if that someone means my closest friends..i can't. Coz they won't understand me. It hurts.

It hurts. It hurts. It hurts. The change is hurting me like it's killing me.

I want everything to be as it used to be again.Like before.Like the fun i had with you.the smile.the laughters.the craziness. EVERYTHING! wishing you to be calling me to be with you and spend the time with you. Killing the time with you was extremely nice. Coz even my boo is too busy with all his stuff. Wishing that you can be there saving my life from boreness and sadness. Deep down i would know that u understand enough and heal my sickness. you don't say but you act.you're addictive. That's what I like about you. All i want is you.

CONGRATULATION VITHA AND AWAN !

28th November 2005

28th November 05 is such a history for all of us.

I've seen you growing with me. It feels just like yesterday that we promised we'd have fun together and enjoy our teenage times, since we are now entering the uni-life and start thinking about work and stuff. But when i saw you how happy and glad you were today I actually felt the same way, too. Melly and I promise to be the coolest aunts ever for your lil new baby girl: Anabelle Praditya.

I value our friendship more than my relationship with my boyfriend. Love you my ever-since childhood friends!

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now, everything seems to be going fine lately..am currently waiting for a reply from my friend about the house that my girls and I are gonna rent. The house is pretty nice and is not that expensive at all. It's close to the campus, yadda yadda... but wha's the best of all is that...

THERE AIN'T GONNA BE ANY RULES!!! (except rules that has to do with tidiness!)

yeah....gotta learn how to be tidy now...but lemme tell u a lil bit more about the room im gonna live in...the house has a balcony...and my future room is gonna be next to the balcony...so breathing in the house wouldn't be a problem for us!I'm just gonna have to move my ass a lil bit and tadda i am out to breath the air!"wink wink" It's wicked, coz the room is quite big for a one person size. And yes, even for a person with my size. hopefully everything goes the way I always wanted it...can't wait to move in with my girls.

So how u people up there in HK?missin u guys soo much....

Ang, please tell me you are NOT leavin hk by the time im gonna be arriving there,r u?

>>kisses to everyone who reads this post<<